My head is so full....or maybe it is simply empty of anything substantial enough to focus on. Either way I feel adrift in the haze of reality. I haven't escaped in a while. It's overwhelming this feeling of nothingness. Thoughts shift by taunting me with glances of the focused thoughts that are just out of reach. After reminding me of this haze, they leave me to wander aimlessly in this bleak exsistence. My head is still fuzzy, my brain refuses to focus....it has taken me an hour to finish these few sentences. I must leave it here. I can't focus...not anymore.